Yes Ive recorded EVERY time ive passed, and what happened, so that I could try to replicate it again

heres something ive learned

Nothing makes sense anymore and i should shoot myself over the inconsistency and lack of passing :(

  • ribb0n_rabb1t
    2·
    13 days ago

    How long have you been on hrt ? And how often do you have to talk to strangers ?

    Also the spreadsheet only measures a small period of time, but the last two months have been a bit better

    Im sorry you feel this bad, hope you will be able to enter more en more mailefails in the spreadsheet

    • FoxyOP
      1·
      13 days ago

      I started HRT in August 2024. Took me a year before I passed at all. Im truly measuring since then.

      I go to college, and usually am doing stuff in public. On an average day, I interact with maybe 5 people who dont personally know me. If Im in the city, like I usually am on weekends, thats up from 1 to like 20.

      I would say that Ive gotten 3 genders in the past week, and all have seen me as male

      Honestly, i think i would be lowkey going insane if i didnt pass a lot this week. But if i lose that ALREADY??? I havent passed since then and its freaking me out

      • ribb0n_rabb1t
        2·
        13 days ago

        oh you see a lot of people every week

        yeah sometimes passing is not regular at all, its a weird thing im praying that youll be gendered correctly this week