Also without being sneedbrained…
But especially Terf Ideology pointing to all the things I lack compared to cis women and how I don’t and never will experience the same socialisation and misogyny from birth and for my reproductive role and the pain of birth and menstruation… like all that fucks me up and when I hisyorically look at women’s struggles, those were the things at the forefront…
Idk… and then there’s also the conservative angel how how we’re all sex freaks and abominations before God and self castrating mentall ill men etc…
I get it, i really do. i have a tumblr blog where i vent stuff like this and attracted like 30+ terf followers with the bs i spout out.
i just try to remember that women are more than their pain. not every woman experiences the same pain either. a poor woman will have much more in common with a poor man than she would with a rich woman in terms of life difficulties
Yeah… that’s true… I just don’t want to here cisf friends of mine suddenly attack me for being trans or always being uneasy around me or only accept me out of pity but socially ostracize me compared to other women and never actually let me be one of them and look at me with disgust or get angry if I ever express experiencing misogyny in the future because I feel like it would be valid for them to just scream at me and tell me that I can never be one of them especially because they’ve known me pretransition and saw how masculine and how much of dudebro I was and because I’m ugly and won’t ever pass either so I’ll also just look like a man to them which makes anger even more right and justifiable cause I’m just a worthless troon