Also without being sneedbrained…
But especially Terf Ideology pointing to all the things I lack compared to cis women and how I don’t and never will experience the same socialisation and misogyny from birth and for my reproductive role and the pain of birth and menstruation… like all that fucks me up and when I hisyorically look at women’s struggles, those were the things at the forefront…
Idk… and then there’s also the conservative angel how how we’re all sex freaks and abominations before God and self castrating mentall ill men etc…
u kinds just gotta deconstruct as it happens
or u could whip yourself like a nun or something
but the fact u know u have internalised is a good thing and addressing it is a good start
I actually have whipped myself as self punishment in the past lmaooo… maybe that’s not that funny when I think about it