i found myself in a state between sleep and wakefulness last night , between 3–5am . or rather , i was stuck in a state of both being asleep and being awake at the same time . twas very strange and idrk how to describe it but hm ,

i wonder what’s going on ? i had a similar sort of episode three weeks ago that lasted an unknown amount of time , which also involved some level of sleepwalking . some kind of partial arousal from sleep ? paralysis perhaps ? no noticeable focal neurological deficits which is a good sign .

i dunno . i wonder if it’ll happen again ? blub