i wanted to wait for a pretty long time to use she/they but i just cant fucking do it anymore. every reinforcement that im nothing but a pathetic male desiring what i cant have just fucking sucks.

like, if they could AT LEAST USE THEY, then maybe it wouldnt be so bad. they are the only support system i have and theyll never see me as feminine. id be happy if they could at least use “they” out of god damn pity at least. im damn so sad and angry and all ill I can do is bawl my eyes out because my friends are all I have

i have never received a single positive comment about my transition irl, aside from “it could be worse :/“. i know we talk shit about positive affirmations or whatever, but god i wish i had ONE friend irl that affirmed me- or said literally anything nice about my transition