pre-transition i saw a lot of troons on twitter saying “if youre not a prehrt luckshit in at least some ways or a youngshit then its basically over”. this gave me a lot of anxiety but i trooned out anyways since its not like i had much of a choice.

honestly the more trans timelines i see, the more i realize they werent just being bitter. its sadly just true. if you dont at least have a couple of lucky features then it really is over unless you can afford multiple surgeries.

im still gonna effortmaxx, but it really does feel futile. im going to be pushing this boulder up this hill forever. ill have to grieve and accept that this is just the way things are.