it’s the most troonbrained thing ever… i use linux mint right now but was gonna install nix, god forbid. the fact I’m typing this on a desktop is gigafucked anyway. ive used linux since i was like 12…and never really cared about my career path so decided on something I.T. but that was probably the dissociation. maybe i should reconsider… and i play vidya. im fucked do i need to psyop myself to be more fembrained?
i use Linux and play obscure open source shooter games. ive been thinking about it a lot recently when playing and if i was actually a girl I’d feel so out of place in these games full of nothing but nerdy dudes. I don’t know what to make of it but it seems like pretty good proof I’m not really a woman. I’m shameful of my malebrainedness but search out no alternative. If I try to look at it a bit more nicely though, it’s only because fembrained interests were never normalized since I had male socialization. What I’m hoping is that I’ll grow out of my malebrainedness one day as I acquire female re-socialization. Psyopping yourself is an option too, but I stay away as I’m too afraid of being agp about it. Might as well go about it naturally.