What if they divorce? What if the fighting escalates? Will I be out on the street? Do they even love each other? Is this what marriage is like? Am I gonna fight with my future wife (she will always win (and if she doesn’t then she isn’t strong enough for me))? I feel sick in my stomach and I don’t like it.


I’m sorry to hear that, blue & reds and police have a way of really hammering a memory into your psyche;
I know that feeling and I’m sorry you do too 💚