Is dysphoria a constant thing to you? I personally don’t feel it completely everyday, it’s not an agonizing pain but a kind of weak sadness. Sometimes I feel indifferent/apathetic, sometimes I break down crying. I can’t tell if what I have is really dysphoria or not. It feels like I don’t have enough negative feelings for it to count as dysphoria.
it’s a hole in my heart that cannot be fixed, that bleeds through into every aspect of my life in a million ways. it’s not constant, it fluxuates. it gets worse and better, but it never goes away. and it’s never really tolerable.
what makes u sure thats a tranny issue and not just something else
because it’s gotten better over time with estrogen