Sexualities! How many of us have them? A question that I’ve always been interested in around here. While “I literally despise my ability to feel arousal.” takes are welcome, I’m interested in more positive views as well. They seem more uncommon.

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    3 days ago

    im a gross transbian unfortunately and i’m terrified of admitting sexual feelings or being active in any way bc i think it makes me a disgusting rapehon and don’t believe anyone could ever actually love me so most of my fantasies involve extreme submissiviness, abuse and non-consent as it permits me to satisfy my desires without ever stating them directly and feels more realistic to me than fantasizing about actual love and also i deserve it and also trauma has something to do with it probably