• Troon out only at 22
  • Started hrt at 23
  • wanted to freeze sperm because of cissoid GF I could at least take hrt months or a year earlier
  • before trooning out I wanted to grow a beard out of hatred of my own face and I even think I would look great
  • has grown the hair at 16 and never cur short after it
  • teenage disphoria is mostly trying to cope using socks and pants all the time to hide body or anamaxxing to delay puberty
  • actually enjoyed having a typical male friendship with the boys
  • wanted to troon out at 17 but repped because I’m not a HSTS trutrans and believed in the future technology would make myself a passoid
  • become more disphoric after coming out and take HRT before that I didn’t even care about male features I had
  • twinkish build and even tried to work out to have a peak gymaxxing male body
  • earliest signals of disphoria were praying for a spell to become a girl on childhood or coping by having more girl imaginary girlfriends projecting it
  • wanted to get taller before coming out now wants to get shorter
  • still cope with HRT thinking that would make things better, but doesn’t stop or detransition because knows it would be worse