surprisingly tough. i had to explain that
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i dont want to be a supermodel
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there are lots of other differences between me and supermodels
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the cost to fix height, along with making my arms proportional, would be too immense to ever achieve
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her being told she looks like a guy is because they realized they were wrong, i get stares because they know theyre right
and more!!! i just want to be able to be open with her, why does she insist on not understanding? all she has to do is listen to me :(


im only capable of this over sms btw im not debatebroing my mom at the dinner table about this. i started the convo cuz i was extremely suicidal and wanted to feel supported by her thats all i promise im not insane </3