So I’ll be happy. I can delude myself into feeling feminine easily, but I need to be alone and don’t use mirrors with harsh light. My dysphoria only starts when I’m grounded in reality or something reminds me of being a moid. If I don’t perceive myself as a moid, it can be good. Spending time on my pc makes me feel almost no dysphoria. Am I faketrans because of this? Other people can probably barely stand their existence on this forum 24/7. Meanwhile for me it is very random and I can either feel like suicidal shit or pretty okay. I think I just have sneedhonian genes.
So I’ll be happy. I can delude myself into feeling feminine easily, but I need to be alone and don’t use mirrors with harsh light. My dysphoria only starts when I’m grounded in reality or something reminds me of being a moid. If I don’t perceive myself as a moid, it can be good. Spending time on my pc makes me feel almost no dysphoria. Am I faketrans because of this? Other people can probably barely stand their existence on this forum 24/7. Meanwhile for me it is very random and I can either feel like suicidal shit or pretty okay. I think I just have sneedhonian genes.