ive been voice training for 4 years inconsistently ish and it’s starting to feel better like im less insecure about it I think when listening back to recordings. I still don’t sound how i actually want to but it doesn’t sound like a man. I don’t have voice dysphoria but i would prefer sounding like a girl. But i don’t use it not even around anyone im out to. Which is really terrible too because i feel like id be seen as more of a girl if i at least talk like one. But what if my voice is too far and i sound like im trying to sound like a child. Or the other way and what if ive barely changed it at all and i actually sound like a man. Plus add on top of that the juxtaposition of a feminine voice with hon face and it’s just bad.