I’m 9 weeks in and only my skin is softer. Am I just coping and I’m really going to look like an ogre forever until I get surgery? I’m sick of waiting! I’m sick of looking like a beast ogre! FML! FML! FML!

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    you wont notice by yourself. your interaction will eventualy change

    keep in mind that the living time of a fatcell is around 8 years, which means around 10% of your fat moves each year. and you have only been through 17% of your first hrt year.

    now indeed bones (apart from hips unless youre around 25) wont move, but the fat repartition can play a lot on low your face reads

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      im sorry you feel so bad, ik its hard but its really a long way. you might be cooked if around 2 to 3 years you still never mailefail

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        my expectations have lowered, is all. With my bone structure I’ll probably never malefail without ffs. Idek what I was expecting with this post, I feel embarrassed

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          dw, its normal to need to vent

          things can be surprising. ffs is indeed a great help. idk what your bones look like, but keep in my that all woman dont have the same face. its also super different to be pretty and just pass

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      please tell me you’re joking i can’t keep living with this face i can’t do it

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        i’m mostly being cynical, the story is that lower face gets changed but lowkirk upper face doesn’t (bone)

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    idk. around 2-2.5 years ish? my nose got a lot softer and my eyes became afab eyes

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      Don’t worry, all remaining hope has been snuffed out from this post. Im now researching ways of putting myself in a medically induced coma for 5 years so I can speed this up ☺️

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    maybe it’s never going to happen… i started at 21 after all…

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      maybe “face changes” are just a psyop from surgeroids to make me rope…