Another Vendor has shut down for their own safety… this isn’t random anymore… this seems like a targeted attack against the DIY community…

Honestly I really don’t know what to do or how this in any way will be fixed. This is such a horrific situation.

How do you all deal with this right now and how are you planning on getting HRT and are you worried?

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    I’m afraid that either… I will rep until there is no more DIY HRT avaliable and I’ll have to wait years to get HRT and will die…

    Or that it is an opposite sign… God taking away the ability for me to get HRT so as to show me that I shouldnt transition…

    I’m confused and scared.

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      Yeah, sure, all the other tranners simply got their DIY without any issues, but as soon as YOU want to do it sky daddy steps in and takes it away, because you’re his precious little repper. Take your pills.

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        I like it when you’re angry hehe :3

        Sorry… but in all seriousness… what if this isn’t the right decision… I can’t know if it is the right decision but now I’m afraid I won’t even have a choice… but maybe that’s fro the better if I would have made the wrong choice but yk… I can’t know that! That’s the issue… there is all this inherent uncertainty in all of this stuff. And that’s what’s killing me

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          >I like it when you’re angry hehe :3

          We’re entering a strange dynamic here…

          Anyway: You’ll never know many things for certain until you try. That’s just life. Are you really trans? Will the clothes you ordered online fit you? Does the food you’re reading on the menu taste as good as it sounds? Is your partner the right one for marriage? Life means not knowing. If you’re not doing anything because you’re waiting for answers that you can only get by actually doing things you’re permanently stuck. You will age without living, waiting without ever getting anything for it until it’s too late.

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              I’m just a dumb boymoder who really likes oestrogen.

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                Im just a dumb boymoder who really likes oestrogen.

                Literally the coolest thing ever <3

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            I’m sorry I was just joking… I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable in any way… please forgive me… I’m deeply sorry and apologize tremendously… I didn’t mean to establish any kind of weird dynamic… Sorry, I was just making a joke…

            I’m sorry 🙏

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              Just a bit of banter, it’s all good, I hardly ever take things seriously. I DO take reppers seriously though because they are fucking up their future.

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        Can we at least cuddle afterwards while you inject me with estrogen… I’m sorry I think I’m slowly becoming like Annafill 💀

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            You’re right… I’m sorry. That was inappropriate of me… I apologize for having said something like that without knowing if you’d be okay with it… I mean it as a joke… there was no intention on my side to signal any actual inappropriate interest in you. I’m sorry for having initiated a conversation that made you uncomfortable. It was meant as a little joke but I overstept a boundary… that was wrong… I apologize… sorry, it was just my brain reacting in a vulnerable and affection seeking way while trying to use humor for that… I’m sorry for my lack of emotional self regulation and my many and frequent social faux pas… I will try working on these issues and better myself in the future…