i guess i think that theres not really any way the logic for dying can be ‘airtight’ since u can never know all the possibilities that could occur afterward, like a butterfly effect sort of thing. im absolutely of the opinion that people should be allowed to die, but i think that the desire to die would be the primary determining factor; whatever the cause, the choice should be made based on intrinsic experience rather than extrinsic factors, i think? idk if that makes sense. in other words i guess i would say that someone with the converse ultimatum to yours would be the candidate for dying, i.e., someone who thinks “i want to die, but i don’t think i should”, because i think being compelled to live only out of guilt or obligation is wrong. obviously that has a lot of complicated material implications but idk at the very least i dont think that kind of sentiment is a ‘bad thing’ per se; it may or may not be healthy to have that on your mind all the time, but you arent doing anything wrong by thinking or talking about it. i think its a really interesting question and im sorry you are dealing with it. i have been there too.