I used to like squishing my boobs together not out of horniness but bc I was happy I had boobs and it was nice to stim with them (yes yes call me a sneedhon all you want). But now whenever I do it I feel a cold rush through my body, same whenever I touch my armpits as he had an armpit and body hair fetish (I found this out way later than I wish I did) I feel like a used up whore, letting a gross moid touch my body, I regret it so so much. he wasn’t attractive he just found me at the right time right after I broke up with my gf and I was willing to do anything to have an IRL friend again… 🥲