like, idk. i was reading fanfiction long before i trooned out. i was reading fanfiction before i even had troon thoughts.
i wrote some really shitty fanfiction when i was like 11 or 12 or something and i only remember that because a couple years ago a bot left a comment on something and i got an email.
but i also definitely act malebrained. i dont actually care about any of this stuff, its just true. i brute forced learned how to socialize like the guys around me. just hiding all the stuff i actually liked to avoid getting bullied and called a faggot. and thats sort of become ingrained in me.
like, my current personality is a mix of the sensitive loser who got bullied in middle school with the normal guy i learned to be high school. and it definitely feels like most people who do actually care about this stuff, would say im malebrained probably
Yeah, usually. I ended up kicking it because I thought it was making me feel worse about being lonely or whatever. I think the male brained stuff is more survival then anything tho because social interaction and just being in public is a sort of traumatic thing all on its own.