Personally, part of the reason I started getting genuinely mad was because I only saw your age regress post out of context and thought it was made after what I said about leaving for your own mental health, so I assumed it was a manipulative sympathy post akin to others I have seen people make online several times, and in that very specific context I’m sorry for the misinterpretation… otherwise:

What you did was just incredibly selfish, but nowhere near unredeemable. Like has been said its not like you murdered a child or anything…Its just I guess people were dissatisfied with your response because it was indeed sorta a big deal especially to Soup and some others and I guess it just seemed unbelievable that a person could be that naive (I’m sorry to be so mean, thats just how people felt tho).

Then afterwards idk, your subsequent posts on here, whether it is intentional or not, almost go against what you said in your first. Instead of the “Sorry I screwed up, I was being dumb and did something kinda selfish because I couldn’t tell” essence of your first post, it started more to seem like you were trying to garner sympathy and validation that people still like you instead of being genuinely remorseful for anything at all.

THAT is what people got most angry at, not you reporting the server itself. Its that your response to us being I think justifiably displeased with you for a bit and me suggesting you might want to get off of 4tran for your own good because it was seemingly making you genuinely suicidal, was to turn yourself into this victim and start making posts about how everyone hates you. When you do something like that, it is clear you’re just trying to garner sympathy for yourself and for people to comfort you and tell you you are amazing, when in the real world, if you screw up, you let yourself learn from it, apologize and move on. If your first response to getting scolded for a mistake you made is to run into the arms of others screaming EVERYONE HATES MEEEE, you are going to make a lot of enemies. I’m sorry but that’s just the way life is.

For the record I am fairly sure the mistake you made is NOT the sole reason you were removed from the server like everyone here is making it iut to be, you and doll also were discussing genuine suicide methods in general chat and that is not healthy or comfortable for anyone involved or witnessing it.

Also I think what I wrote here is a relatively nuanced take and not something a hur hur edgy 14 year old boy would write, so I’d appreciate if that stop being used as a directly transphobic insult towards the users of Soup’s server please (not you noelle, but whoever it was saying that earlier).

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these people are acting like you’re hitler for reporting a discord server omg i thought i was chronically online 😭😭😭

I’m kinda glad to be completely out of the loop on this one

i dont think you can do much about this one, id try to stop engaging with this if i were you

they arent gonna stop just block them

i wouldn’t spend my energy on this one if i were you, its really such a nothingburger