I don’t know what is real, I have zero idea, it’s not as bad as I think? It’s worse than I think? Why it matters to me? Ig because I can only care about myself if my problems are severe enough… But they clearly not, I’m clearly a crybaby

    • 🧶 Annaflll 🐈‍⬛OP
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      13 days ago

      Um, I don’t agree with u, I’ll drive myself to near suicide where I have to be forcefully put into psychiatric ward then I’ll respect myself

      • pleasantaftertastes
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        13 days ago

        WHY? WHY HAVE THESE ARBITRARY RULES. you are clearly in anguish over these things! why? just accept that you’re suffering and it affects you!

            • 🧶 Annaflll 🐈‍⬛OP
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              13 days ago

              My brain tells me I’m in deep shit IT TELLS ME I just know that, I know everything worse than even I know But I don’t have any symptoms, everything is hiding from me, IT DRIVES ME INSANE. I don’t understand

              • pleasantaftertastes
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                13 days ago

                it’s hard to say. sometimes, we can’t ever remember. but you know what you know, and you hold that close

                • 🧶 Annaflll 🐈‍⬛OP
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                  13 days ago

                  U don’t understand… U don’t understand… I need I NEED MORE SYMPTOMS Idk why 😭😭 I’m sorry I’m not doing it on purpose I’m such an attention whore AND I WON’T STOP BECAUSE IT HELPS… I’m fucking using everyone…

                  • pleasantaftertastes
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                    13 days ago

                    you’re not an attention whore. the need for suffering to be “bad enough” is pretty common.