I don’t know what is real, I have zero idea, it’s not as bad as I think? It’s worse than I think? Why it matters to me? Ig because I can only care about myself if my problems are severe enough… But they clearly not, I’m clearly a crybaby
you and i both anna, it’s so tiring
It drives me insane, maybe I should just cut open my wrists or something like that? Only mentally ill enough person would do that right? Like that would be a proof and I can be calm
fwiw i think you talking this way is proof enough
Everyone can talk tho
not everyone ponders whether slicing their wrist open is proof that they’re mentally ill
It’s not bad enough, if I would actually do it then yeah I would be mentally ill enough
if you were creating them you wouldnt be dissociating this much
Look, as I see I don’t have that bad of a memory, literally everyone said they can remember as much as I can
please take care of yourself
do they also have those dissociation symptoms you have ? would they remember so few of an appointment which was just a few hours ago ? and again, i wouldnt trust tranners as a good material to evaluate if you dissociate or not since most people here do
U ALL WRONG, AS LONG AS I’M NOT FUCKING KILLING MYSELF AND NOT SEEING HALLUCINATIONS I’M TOO HEALTHY TO DESERVE CARE
everyone deserves care. even someone whos just a bit social anxious, or depressed from time to time. the problem is deeper than “am i mentally ill or not”. blue collar jobs ruins your like and provoke all types of problems. life under capitalism break our lifes, our bodies, our souls. and indeed everybody doesnt suffer from it the same, bc social class, racism, gender, imperialism… every human being deserve to live well, and give back to society what theyre in capacity to do
LISTEN I’M JUST SAYING I’M A LARPOID WITHOUT ANY PROPER PROBLEMS, I’M PRIVILEGED FUCKING RETARD
im sorry
it is very much real and you aren’t making it up.
I mean yeah, but I’m overreacting u know? Drawing too much attention to myself too
why are you insistent on you over reacting, silly? you aren’t! that’s why you’re having such strong reactions!
LISTEN IF I WAS REALLY AS BAD AS I THINK I WOULD HAVE LIKE PSYCHOSIS OR WHATEVER ELSE, AND I’M NOT WHICH MEANS I’M FINE, WHY MY BRAIN TELLS ME I’M SUFFERING THIS MUCH IF THERE’S NO SYMPTOMS, I’M JUST NORMAL LAZY PERSON
that’s not how it works… THESE are the symptoms!
NO IF I’M NOT FALLING APART I DON’T EVEN DESERVE TO ENTERTAIN AN IDEA OF SOMETHING BEING OFF. I’ll only care about myself if I get bad enough idc
that is an unhealthy mindset and also will make you fall apart and than what then?
I will feel like I deserve to feel bad
