i feel weird, I don’t want to look like a freak, im a manmoder too so it looks weird already, im also extremely fat, im getting hot flashes bc im late for my injection, im thinking about stopping e for a while bc i don’t wanna be a man with breasts, idk

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    Don’t stop e, do EVERYTHING u can before stopping e… I’m literally walking in the house w my bra and tits, somehow those fuckers either ignore everything or just don’t notice

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      That’s trve. Family assholes and other assholes who knew you before transition will be totally ignoring every passoid thing on you lol. They have cissoid psychosis.

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        EVERYONE IS CIS, I SWEAR, EVERY TRANNY IS A HON!!! I SAW IT ON TV!!

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          The other that “tolerate” me always saying that they knew me before transition so its SO HARD TO SAY THE FUCKI. PRONOUNS CORRECTLY (in y language everything is gendered every word)

          Doesn’t matter that i always cried and have anxiety attack.

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        Sometimes I have violent thoughts of my parents mutilating my body after transition…

        So yeah… I really get that

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      im extremely fat so it looks ugly on me

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    don’t stop E Yash, I promise you will regret it. at the absolute bare minimum keep taking an AA, but even stopping E alone will fuck up your transition

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      It will? I thought I could stop e and eunuchmaxx with aa for the summer to not get caught by my parents… Will it really stunt my transition or just make it take longer??

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        Eunuchdosing is bad I did it for years out of a half hearted detransition don’t do it

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        being on just an aa is absolutely miserable (or atleast from what i know it should be, i know how insanely mentally ill having low sex hormone levels makes you, and having no sex hormones also means no epiphyseal closure if that hasnt happened yet for you)

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        No, you’re energy level will drop, you’ll be very depressed and suicidal and you increase the risk for a lot of bad stuff. Actually it would be best if you just take Estrodiol, not AAs to be honest… also you should have some testosterone (~50pg/ml)

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          Surely t levels will rise to male ranges if I stop AAs. E doesn’t mean much if it’s outweighted by T. I’m sure being hormoneless has nasty effects too but idk.

          Also AAs are far easier to hide than E is

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    i dont want to be like rude or anything but why would u ever consider stopping e for a while just bc of breasts?? just wear a binder atp bc you will do more harm than good.

    please dont detrans yash ur pretty cool from what i remember and this website is way better than reddit or 4chan

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      I can’t wear a binder here, im living with my parents, also idk if they are even sold here

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        i mean they’re noticing ur boobs anyway, might as well just double down and wear a binder/bra, at least that’s what i did and my parents still havent said anything…

        is it possible to order one online or have someone ship it to you?? sorry i dont really know where u live tbh but u could probably get a friend/4tranner to ship one to u, if u have anyone u trust enough to share a shipping address too.

        hope u can figure this out though, stay on hrt for as long as possible though, coming off sounds terrible

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          i live in Mauritius, it’s not possible to get anything shipped without my parents knowing, it would also be extremely weird if i wore one bc men don’t wear anything like that, i also don’t want them thinking about my breasts too much

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    for some reason i thought u lived alone, lol