when i was 13, i would fantasize about blasting komm susser tod from my phone speakers and jumping in front of a subway and then hearing the “tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling doooowwn…” repeat from further and further away as i lay there as a bloody pulp on the subway tracks and everyone’s screaming and staring in horror
I have this song everyday in my head. Everyday i wish for a third impact and cry always when i thinking about that. Even now. I can’t anymore. It’s too much. Job market sucks, people sucks, system sucks, capitalism sucks. I can’t breathe in Hitler particles anymore.
And yeah I attempt it so many times but never succed.