I have done so many double takes lately. I don’t think it’s ghost, I think it’s brain damage making me see things that aren’t there. Like when I look in the mirror I see subtle changes in my face. Im so easily startled now too, I’ve been startled so many times by literally nothing and it’s fucking embarrassing.

I think it all boils down to me hitting myself, not sleeping well, and anxiety. the loneliness that comes with being a tranny too isn’t helping. I’m a fuck up.