Can’t kms because the universe will only experience more pain. I am not myself, I am everyone. But this body is limited only to this experience I am experiencing right now. That’s the illusion. I’d have killed myself already if not for the fact that it is going to cause more pain to myself. But when a time comes, where I lose all hope, HRT doesn’t work, and I suffer all the time, it’ll be justified pain wise. My pain will be greater than all the pain ever caused to others.