Oh my god dysphoria is back, how could i ever think i was a larping moid??? I hate the way my face developed into this… perfectly male form. I hate how my hair fell out. I hate how my face became this ugly. I hate it. Hate it. It was fine when i was a teenager i actually looked pretty and nice and not this moided masculine deformed form. What the fuck am i? Fuck fuck i think I’m having a panic attack my chest feels tight. Fuck how can i ever live with myself? It’s irreversable!!! I wanna cry so much but i can’t it just doesn’t start. I think I’m scared, what the fuck do i do now?

  • BasedandtrollpilledOP
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    13 days ago

    Thank you, I’ll need to save up and/or need to find an opportunity and uh, reason for going abroad though but i think i can do it in a few months?? I’m not sure :( i probably can though.

    • DysphoriaGirl
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      13 days ago

      I hope you’ll be able to… but don’t let it hinder you from at least trying HRT for like 3 weeks… won’t immediately destroy your fertility…