I feel like everyone blocked me. I’m sorry.
I feel the most faketrans I’ve ever felt in my entire life. Every time I admit to being AGP people either refuse to believe that I actually experienced it, or just ignore me cause they’re secretly thinking that I’m a faketrans sissy…
i think I need to take a break from this place, if someone could ban me plz
I just think people are annoyed by people who fall for dumb pseudoscience. They don’t hate you, they pity you like they pity boss babe women who got suckered into joining a multi level marketing scheme.
ignoring the actual theory that is AGP and instead just focusing on the arousal itself, I just dont know how I can ever get over the shame of being agp as a kid. I don’t have it any more, I pretty much only have dysphoria, but it still makes my entire transition feel fake
I definitely was more AGP and this doesn’t bother me in the slightest, it doesn’t make you faketrans. You probably tried to relieve your dysphoria through sexual fantasies, it’s not deviant or anything like that.
It definitely still bothers me and disgusts me. I don’t know how to get over it. I don’t really even care about the AGP™ grand theory, but I know for a fact is that I had certain arousals when I was a kid and am scared it’s the only reason I’m actually trans and means I’m not a woman
sorry i feel like im just saying the same stuff over and over 😵💫
4tran tends to pathologize sexual responses to dysphoria, but it doesn’t make you faketrans, it’s a way some people are coping with pain. It doesn’t happen with dysphoria only, quite a lot of people with CPTSD indulged in fetishes and overt sexual behavior in childhood. Some people simply find it easier to soothe themselves with arousal.
For that to be a fetish, you need to feel a continuous experience of sexual arousal related to “crossdressing”, presenting femme, etc. People who tried to cope with dysphoria through sexual fantasies lose them over time.
