how are you feeling today, everything going well? achieved something or worry about something? wanna talk about it or get a hug?

    • anneneum
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      13 days ago

      everything is hard it feels like i move through mercury with lead weights on me

      I barely work and even that feels insurmountable

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        13 days ago

        i know the feeling, was exactly like that before i was medicated

        can you maybe do something good for yourself, bit of selfcare, it often helped me a bit to ease the burnout

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          13 days ago

          even though I have a legal diagnosis, stims are illegal here so im self-medicating with SNRI, caffeine and additive combos trying to figure out what works and trying to plan an escape to a better country (maybe this year even)

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            13 days ago

            Ufff qwq

            I hate this qwq countries like that literally just throw us under the bus i really hope it works for you do you have a plan already?

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              13 days ago

              kinda? i have some remote income. not very much tho. but theres nothing for me here sooo

              I just hope i can manage it all. maybe find a little bit of relief. cause ADHD literally destroyed all my life lol

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                13 days ago

                i really hope it works for you, and i am sure there would be some people willing to support you if you need it

                adhd is so fucking awful, i had two burnouts, and in diagnosis with 23 years i found out that someone had made a “i think you have it but you need more evaluation” diagnosis when i was around 10 and they did no follow up and my mom doesn’t believe in adhd

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                  13 days ago

                  that really sucks. Your teen years were all about “why are you so fucking lazy” right

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                    13 days ago

                    not even that much, more of “you lack disciplin” or “you are smart but use your inteligence wrong”

                    the second was even what my mom, that definitly also has adhd, constantly heard as a teen too