I grew up fat I managed to escape it in high school then instantly fuck myself over again. It’s my fault for not having been able to stop stuffing my face for one second over these years I wish I could blame it on growing up fat but I can’t. I need to lose all this weight all I want in life is to be normal but I know I won’t be normal I will be scarred by the food I ate.

Why couldn’t have I figured out that I didn’t just want to drop weight but to stop being fucking male. This disgusting rapestick that I have never used always hated who knew it’s not normal to want to cut it off every time you wake up with it being hard for no reason. Maybe if I weren’t asexual I could have known I was not destined to be a disgusting male fat piece of shit.

Now I have to become female and listen to everyone who says to eat plenty it’s a second puberty! I don’t want to eat anything anymore so the fat will go away then just so I can as well expose my male musculature that will inevitably stay behind.

Fatmaxxing is the stupidest thing I have ever heard of who wants to have fat it’s disgusting.