I will keep hrt repping. I can’t stand my friends pretending to see me as a woman while they clearly don’t, because why would they? I can’t pretend I deserve to be treated as a woman by other people anymore. I was supposed to meet someone’s parents like that, can you imagine it?? I’m gonna larp as an estrogenised twink until I get surgeries which may be anywhere between two years from now and never - at least I have booked ffs consult in 14 months to look forward to thanks to one wonderful person.

  • mljemy
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    20 days ago

    I’m too pathetic to think that I deserve things and can demand something from others, more often I just want to apologise for my existence.

    I know :(

    But you do

    It sucks that usually only shitty unaware people end up standing up for themselves in situations like yours, and im not even saying stab your friends, just idk dont think that its not on them. I haven’t seen face pics but i’ve seen some snippets and yeah you look female enough for it to not be a deep issue for the brain to gender you female, im sorry youre stuck with the people here. If they had mild empathy and understanding it wouldn’t be an issue