Genuinely go be with ur partner, be happy… why are you rotting here 😭 lowk makes me really upset it makes me feel like crying bc yall r mentally ill yet you somehow get partners, I cant even manage to make a ffiend.
I should clarify i dont hate you guys. Im happy 4 you, at the same time im deeply jealous. You get to be happy, I just rot in bed on my own never talking to anyone never doing anything just crying in my own filth, the most amount of affection ive had for months now is sometimes cuddling my dog when we sleep
Having a partner doesn’t prevent crippling dysphoria. Sometimes it can even make it worse. I don’t have anyone I can talk to about trans stuff irl, so it helps to vent here. I still spend like half my waking hours bedrotting regardless of when/if i get laid.
Said with nothing but love in my heart:
Do you think the people who have partners met them while bedrotting? What do you do to put yourself out there?
cus im that much of a loser
i dont live with mine he kinda avoids the moving conversation cause he is really attached to his family also i often browse during work





