I’m sorry I was born this way okay? I don’t want to continue to be a boymoding neet. I want to live. But I’m too ashamed, and afraid of being visually trans. I tell myself moving someplace else would make things better, but would it really? It’s not like im able to anyway. I really do want to move on… move foward. But I just can’t do it. Even at my most normal “best self”, I am still pathetic and without worth.

  • LooseSandwich543
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    1 month ago

    I think you just have to force yourself through the shame until it becomes normal

  • terminalyearner
    3·
    1 month ago

    its tough… as a young manmoder ( cishon genetics my aunt literally looked like a man for her teenage years ) tbh i guess you can just do things you do think fun and just occupy the time the best you can… save for FFS if u can hold down a job and live in da west, voicetrain and maybe corsetmaxx if ur body is really bad like mine.