like moids are in fact disgusting. y’all are right. i can’t imagine myself growing older as a guy. i saw the word f*ther and wanted to puke. heterosexuality broadly is broken and the little rituals people do around it, especially more “normal” people are insanely gross. being gay doesn’t fix it, faggotry is disgusting in its own specific way. imagine referring to yourself as man too 🤮. “masculinity” is such a weird circlejerk, i do not trust anyone that enjoys participating in this.

i’m also not particularly psychologically equipped to deal with being male socially. i’m highly sensitive to everything. i’ve tried downplaying this in other interactions i’ve had, but i’m genuinely “fembrained”. i think it can be seen in everything i do. my typing style as well. but i do know this isn’t real, and tbf it’s pretty embarassing to add it here as if i was saying this sincerely lol.

i have no clue why i am being so melodramatic about everything lmao. this was a whole bunch of yap. i should just get over myself bruh what am i doing 💀