im a 25 year old man and the thing that bring me the most joy in life is my mom giving me attention like im fucking 5 years old or something.

its not cute. its pathetic. its pathetic that her hugging me back is enough to make me cry. its pathetic that i dream of dying in her arms. its pathetic that i dont think i could live in a world without her in it.

im too attached. im just a child who never learned to grow up, pretending to be okay and healthy so she doesnt have to worry. im disgusting.