Hi before reading, this contains something that maybe is upsetting so skip it if you dont like to hear upsetting things… I have clothes i shouldn’t own anymore… I cannot throw them away… its so wasteful… they are perfectly fine clothes they are not torn or stained… I just cannot wear them anymore… and I cannot donate them because giving these to someone is very wrong… these were clothes I was wearing during rape… I cannot wear them… I cant look at them without crying and getting extremely scared… I dont know what to do with them… because its wasteful to throw them away… its a waste of money and resources and like theres people who have no nice clothes and im throwing nice clothes away… I cannot do that… but I cannot donate them… because its like think of the energies… and how wrong that is to make someone unknowingly wear clothes like that… it would be awful… I cant do that… so they sit in the corner of the middle drawer of my dresser… and I dont touch them… sometimes I just look at them when I want to feel upset… but idk… I dont knowww what to do with them…

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    6 days ago

    u cant just keep looking at them and upsetting yourself like that, i think it is probably worth talking to someone.

    my worry is that you’ll just replace looking at those clothes with an other upsetting act

    because its not just the clothes its the whole event that’s haunting u