• psychogenic fugueOP
      2·
      1 month ago

      i just feel so fucking hopeless

      maybe i won’t actually kill myself but i think it’s likely that i’ll detrans after a few more years of hrt with no substantial results

      • Logan
        1·
        1 month ago

        that’s another way of killing yourself. live; find any way to live as what you are.

        • psychogenic fugueOP
          2·
          1 month ago

          im already dead. i died when i was fourteen. transitioning now, at my age, is just defibrillating a corpse

          • Logan
            2·
            1 month ago

            Girl you are so much stronger than you think. Something like disfigurement and Identity crisis can’t and won’t end your story. The spirit of womanhood lives in you and it lives to fight and breathe freely and protect. I know you can do it. I know.

            • psychogenic fugueOP
              2·
              1 month ago

              i really am not. i am extremely weak. its the whole reason i repped. its the whole reason im still boymoding. its the whole reason i will likely detrans after several years on hrt with no changes

              • Logan
                3·
                1 month ago

                literally all women are strong. You didn’t come out cause you lived in obscurity. The obscurity a society built around suppressing you fostered. And you still looked through the bullshit and claimed victory over it.

  • HelloFedsItsMe
    1·
    1 month ago

    I really dont think you should. Youre a soul with great potential. I know its generic, and what everybody says, but it is true. I believe that the world would be worse off without you.