• psychogenic fugueOP
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    1 month ago

    i just feel so fucking hopeless

    maybe i won’t actually kill myself but i think it’s likely that i’ll detrans after a few more years of hrt with no substantial results

    • Logan
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      1 month ago

      that’s another way of killing yourself. live; find any way to live as what you are.

      • psychogenic fugueOP
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        1 month ago

        im already dead. i died when i was fourteen. transitioning now, at my age, is just defibrillating a corpse

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          1 month ago

          Girl you are so much stronger than you think. Something like disfigurement and Identity crisis can’t and won’t end your story. The spirit of womanhood lives in you and it lives to fight and breathe freely and protect. I know you can do it. I know.

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            1 month ago

            i really am not. i am extremely weak. its the whole reason i repped. its the whole reason im still boymoding. its the whole reason i will likely detrans after several years on hrt with no changes

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              literally all women are strong. You didn’t come out cause you lived in obscurity. The obscurity a society built around suppressing you fostered. And you still looked through the bullshit and claimed victory over it.