I mean, obviously I still don’t feel good or comfortable about my appearance, but god damn. The unkempt-ass moid hair, ugly moid skin, dead eyes, the BEARD?? hello???
maybe E actually did do something. I can’t deny it. I just wish it did enough to actually look female :(


I kind of forgot how goddamn greasy moids are until I saw old photos
I distinctly remember the oily, itchy feeling of my skin. I used to get red, itchy spots all over my face for no reason all the time. My scalp always itched and flaked. The skin under my repper beard was always red and irritated (and you guessed it, itchy).
I guess T is the itch hormone. It’s a metaphor for a reason, but I literally feel more comfortable in my skin now.
it’s actually wild seeing my picture from right when i started hrt and like a month later in just how much less terrible my skin was