I’ll be starting DIY in like a week. I still have like a whole next school year before uni. I have mandatory P.E here in Poland. How the fuck am I supposed to hide boob growth in a changing room with other guys? Also, even if somehow they don’t notice them, I wouldn’t be able to wear a sports bra. So obviously people would be able to see them during P.E.

Also I’m probably going on vacation in like 4 months, to a beach. If I started HRT in a week, could I be topless still?

I’ll only come out when I’m in uni, so it is not an option.

  • Domestic_Teto4562
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    12 days ago

    do you have to change for pe, or can say that you are arleady wearing pe clothes? Also if you can wear a black tshirt you could maybe hide them

    • FuwareiOP
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      12 days ago

      Yes I have to change. P.E lessons are mostly somewhere in the middle of the school day. I can wear a black shirt, I have one. But I have to change in a single room with other guys together. Like what do I do? If I changed in the bathroom, that’d be super unusual. If I changed in the corner of the room backsided, they’d probably notice either way. Those classes are mandatory in Poland. Maybe I could get a doctor’s certificate to free me from the lessons? But how would I do that without the knowledge of my parents? Am I fucked with HRT? I can’t undergo further damage, I can’t let that happen.

      • Domestic_Teto4562
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        12 days ago

        getting a certificate would be the easiest, but i think you’d need to tell your parents. Maybe ask on a polish sub. If you cant get you can lie that is gyno ig

        • FuwareiOP
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          12 days ago

          I can’t be out. Maybe only once I go to uni. As long as I’m in uni they prob won’t care much if I’m studying. I think they’re transphobic honestly. I remember my mother saying something about a female “trans” boxer. Gyno is a weak excuse, even if it was genuine, they’d pick on me or bully me for it. Noo… I just imagine that one guy who picks on me for being faggoty actually touching it or something 😖

          • Domestic_Teto4562
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            11 days ago

            its better to have gyno than to be trans ig. idk what else can you do, hope you figure it out :/

    • FuwareiOP
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      12 days ago

      Yeah I’m going to. Fuck everything I’m going on it either way.