Why couldn’t have I just figured this shit out in high school I fucking hate this. I am really starting to become cynical when I I feel like I only see people who get decent results trooned out 22 or younger. The closer I get to starting the more I feel like its just fucking over for me and I shouldn’t try. Its not reasonable to repress I can’t even look at myself in the mirror and recognize myself. I thought it was normal my entire life to not recognize my voice when it came out of my own throat. I thought I just had body dysmorphia when I was in high school about 200 lbs and 8-10% body fat while still hating my body. Maybe if being trans wasn’t hated in this world I would have clocked the tranny when I was in elementary school.

Then I have some stupid youngshit traaaaa poster ask me if I have ever tried color canceling and thick thick thick foundation for the disgusting worms growing out of my face so I can look like a man in unpracticed drag. No dumbass the only time I have ever been “allowed” to try on makeup in my life was one time at summer camp when I got dressed up as the faggot tranny because it would be funny since I was so hairy. Unlike you I will not be able to even attempt to look feminine for years if I ever get to. Thanks for letting me know I should get laser real inciteful that I will never pass with a whole ass beard and I can’t wait to spend all my money on it.