I need to like abandon everything distracting me for a week or two, purge my life out, and get some shit done that i’ve been putting off for so long including transition stuff.

it’s so hard tho i hate being addicted to the internet and needing to constantly have live feeds of information mainlined into my brain to not feel anxious and fidgety and like i’m missing important stuff (fomo, so original i know).

i want to be healthy again but being healthy as a tranny means i have to go back into society not made for trannys which will make me unhealthy… all i do is overthink instead of actually doing things

i also don’t wanna leave here and come back to see it’s been scrapped and everyone gone or smth :(

somebody slap me a few times pls i’m going crazy