I’m not white, black or asian… I’m just a weird in-between with weird semitic features and a skin tone that is dark enough to be hated but fair enough to not be seen as actually brown. I have body hair and ape genetics but then I don’t have big lips or any real advantages from my ethnicity. I look like a levantine arab with fair skin but enough color to be unusual to the nordic whites. The only thing my skin color is associated with is thugs and abusive men, it’s not an attractive olive like many pretty arab women, it’s not brown like that of North African men, it’s not white and not black…


Yeah… idk… I just feel ugly