I hate myself for what I am. My parents wanted to have a smart son, but I’m throwing it all away to be a tranny. A fucking tranny perv. I should just accept that I’m an agp moid and move on with my life. If they knew that I want to become a woman (which is never happening anyways, I’ll always just be a gross in-between freak), they’d be so disappointed and weirded out. I don’t want to be weird, why can’t I be normal for once, I never asked for this, what did I do to deserve it? I should just give up on all of this and try to forget, maybe I’ll really stop wanting to be a woman someday and finally be happy