i was going through some files and i found a photo of my high school pep band. it was only taken three years ago but i didnt even recognize myself. i had to check the instrument i was holding and the people around me to confirm who i was. do any of you ever have trouble recognizing yourself?
I don’t have many old photos of myself (especially pre-COVID), and sometimes whenever I saw a photo of myself I would have a visceral reaction to the way that I looked, so I rarely got any taken outside of obligatory school or family situations. I do recognize myself though, but my eyes always look dead as hell as I was merely existing.
Honestly, I could have been a youngshit (realised when I was 14). But my dumbass thought no lets wait till I am 18 and then my parents would be alright about it. So everytime I see a old photo where I could have passed this comes up in my mind. Anyway to answer your question - I recognise myself and see the missed potential
i do know that it is me, but it doesn’t feel like that person really is me if that makes any sense
It just breaks my hard seeing my old photos (but still a guy so… new ones aren’t so much better ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა)
i feel awful because i dont feel like ive changed much.
agony
I recognize myself, but still feels weird, generally I just feel like I look at a child who got brutally violated by life
i ahvent been able to properly recognis e myself in pictures or the mirror since i was 12… at this point its more recognising the person other people say is me, but there is no mental link, that is not me, thats someone else
Middle and high-school photos… disgust and pain… Elementary school photos (not many)… cringe kinda… Early Childhood photos… agony and pity for myself










