you inject a chemical twice a week to fuel your fetish for trying and failing to look like a woman how cute!! How often do you actually make any attempt at all? Surely you’ve learned something about hair, makeup, and fashion during all of this and this embarrassment of an experience has been productive and fun?
Oh. You just. Dress in the same clothes? And look like a man? And ummmm…. You get mad when people don’t recognize that you might ever be anything apart from a man… Um. Ok… You don’t even try to improve your skills in private because you’re too scared to look weird in public… you just don’t do anything and get mad? Is that like… fun or something??
Ummm. Ok… you do want to transition though? That’s so cool!! When are you going to do that? When you pass. Oh um. Ok. Good luck with that


You’re so close
You’ve identified the issue,
And that means you’ve identified the next thing you can change to keep making progress
you’ve got this
I found starting small helped me, literally first it was women’s shoes (like hiking shoes and sneakers)
Then it was women’s pants (gods before HRT I never realized they actually fit me like shit 😂)
Then a blouse , etc etc.
Do you have any clothes you’ve already purchased? Anything you’ve seen that you think “gods I want to try that on…”
I used “ThredUp” a fair amount early on cause online shopping is made for trannys
And because you can get lots for cheap so it felt less bad when stuff didn’t quite fit