i cant make friends there is no one who really cares if i live or die really i think that a good amount of people would be happy if i died im not even sure what im doing wrong

    • sophiaOP
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      15 days ago

      i just get really erratic like its hard to explain kinda

      • sophiaOP
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        15 days ago

        like one time my friend cancelled plans and that made me spiral and i tried to kms and people dont like when you do that lol

        • CutePlushies
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          15 days ago

          Yah I’m really sorry, my sister is sorta similar. Sounds like fear of abandonment/rejection which is challenging to deal with.

              • sophiaOP
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                15 days ago

                i dont really psychiatrists just want to say you have something i was bipolar for a while now im bpd its all made up