Don’t know if I should post this to fakettttrans or dysphoriaposting…

I used to masturbate at least every other day. Now I can’t really, obviously feels extremely gross. It did before but I could still do it. Now I get the urge to but can’t stand it when I try to. I don’t know if it’s libido or it’s just been my urge from being bored randomly. But I do get the urge when I see something I yk, like.

How can I nuke libido?..

Definitely an awfully AGP thing to say in relation to this, but I’ll say it anyway. I just wish I had the correct genitals. SRS is so far away.