The most deluded thought I’ve ever had was maybe a lesbian would hit on me but I know the reality that’s never going to happen and I’m delusional for thinking any real lesbian would ever want me. I was delusional enough to believe I could look like a poon in boymode but my shoulders are too wide to ever to seen as girl in boy clothes and I think the worst one was I thought i could pull off hair cuts without bangs.

I’m too androgynous to pull off most feminine clothes and not look like a boy or a tranny. If I was actually a real girl I would’ve had so many friends, i wouldn’t hate going to work and being reminded I’m a tranny i wouldn’t hate going outside.

That post ruined my day when I saw it because I wish I could be in a lesbian relationship so bad I know it’s never going to happen pre surgery maybe never but this poon was picking them up so easily if I was just as real girl my life wouldnt have been fundamentally robbed.

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    pooners are real girls, that’s true!!!11!1!1!!!

    interesting how that’s a true and accurate statement

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    A relationship won’t fix anything and that son of a bitch shoulda stayed single till he found someone to treat him like his sex like all trannies should. Chasers can kill em selves, being seen as a woman is a fate worse than death. Theres no merit to dating if all Youre reduced to is a fuckin girl when you’re actually a grown man

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      I know a relationship won’t fix me that wasnt my point. My point was that anyone born female can easily get a girlfriend which I can’t because I’m a disgusting tranny and another reminder that cis women get to have that I don’t have.

      I don’t what your trying to get at but I do want to reduced to girl because I’m mtf not a faggot or a male. Especially by a lesbian

      Anyway maybe u thought I was ftm

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        It’s a curse okay it’s not a good thing theres no point in a dating a chaser that goes for who they see as female as a trans man they just make you want to kys. It’s not a good thing im saying you shouldnt be jealous. It’s torture it’s embarrassing it’s terrible. Trans men hate being seen as female the same way you hate being seen as a man.

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          Yeah I know he was talking abt when he was a repper, I’m not jealous it just made me sad because I thought it was supposed to hard for even cis women to find other women but i guess not.

          Also he wasn’t talking abt chasers just that it was easy before like before he knew he was trans.