I want to buy the cheapest land I can and build a house out of adobe (while technically illegal it’s better than wood in many ways as it doesn’t need to be heated or cooled in my desert environment) I want to make a cheap solar setup and water catchment/filtration and use greenhouses to help sustain me. I know it won’t be a cakewalk, hell I could die and suffer in a number of ways but is my life really any better?

I want to be sustainable and detach myself from society but well desert people (lovably insane out here) might have a problem with le tranny neighbors(probably a pedo rapist going agaist my made up ‘moral’ code.) idk I want to be able to survive doing literally anything else. I can’t believe I’m having my midlife crisis this young but we’ll I’ll probably die by 41(lol) so it makes sense from that lens. My apologies, I’m delirious from a flu while writing this, and probably reads like it.

Idk I kind of sound insane but I I’ll rope inside living like we do now. I’m being naive.